I’ve been debating for over a month as to whether I should start a blog or not. Not for anyone else other than myself really. Writing has always been an escape for me, a coping mechanism and just a way for me to express myself. I’ve never been much of a talker. It’s always been hard for me to say what I’m thinking and feeling and it has gotten me in trouble more times than I can count! But I’m using this as a way to express what is going through my mind. As a way to vent, ´cause Lord knows I’m so full of thoughts and doubts and fears and stress and anxiety and feeling all these things just makes me MORE anxious!
I want to use this as a way to spread awareness, to maybe help others, but mostly to help myself. To vent, to document and maybe just get all my fears and anxiety’s out of my own head, cause there’s not much room up there anymore, ya know.. brain tumor and all.
So this is me, living with an inoperable grade 3 astrocytoma. One month and 16 days since being diagnosed.
Just “one of those girls” one of those strong girls.